Hehe.. come back again with Mega.
Busyee.. dalam shari ngisi blog 2 kali. Ulang lagi ... lg exciting dengan waktu luang. - padahal kl liat agenda.. huaaa.. atama itakunaru.., why are there many things to do, many things to decide, eventhough holiday!!!! - hobi baru nih : istikharah!!
Hmm.. lagi kepikiran kata Nila, `Mega sekarang berkurang ceria-nya!!` or `Tuh kan Mega sekarang bs bete!` Uuuh.. meski aku sendiri ngerasa normal2 aja.. coz nek aku ceria ki yo naturally .. yo ra kroso ... seberapa kadarnya. Anyway ya aku kini suru apa yang dibilang Nila. Hmm.. mungkin mega sekarang banyak berpikir kali ya ... , lebih banyak mencoba diam, and listen to others. Jadi dikiranya ga ceria ... dulu mah impulsif banget... paling jago make fun of any conditions. Tapinya ... masih hobi senyum koq... , nyampe kl mo tes hafalan ... suka susah nahan senyum. Nyampe ustadz ngaji bilang..`i dont know . maybe it`s ur way to read Quran..` hahaha.. gmana ga senyum, baca surat cintaNya gt lho ---> yang ini alasan doang.. :p
Toriazu, may it`s a process to b better person.
Balik ke tentang BT, uaah I admit today aku bete abis. But, I really surprised what happened to me today, got very bad feeling. U know.. feeling .. u cannot smile .. . Uuhh.. although I did today.. smile a lot. But really .. itu ga naturally. terakhir aku ga bs senyum tuh .. tau kapan, in the day ilham ..pergi. See.. 4 years ago.
Tapi today ... hmmm ... i dissapointed of something. But tnyata as the condition dissapointed me was over, BT ku ilang .. ! see.. the problem is not in myself, yang tak bs ber-deal dengan perasaanku, but coz aku ga suka banget ama kejadian tadi. Selesai.. ya selesai. BT for some reasons are OK, ya kan Mbak Nila. Thanks for reminding me. BT tuh ga papa.. asal jangan dibagi-bagi. That was what I am afraid , today...
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